Thursday, December 30, 2010

here it is

In love tired of looking and its FBO. Im so happy to finally get settled down...shes perfect and its nice to know i'll never have to look again dating sucks and im tired of all the hookups. Shes like a breathe of fresh air. She knows me and i know her there we're gonna have to increase her libido like 400% but thats okay it'll come as she starts to prime for children. And then i'll have her kids and we'll b married and rich and life will b perfect =] im excited for the future once again and im ready to finish this searching thing. Im horny all the time shes hott and she loves how i put it on her. I like the wonderful things shes does for me and we're equal in the kitchen as well as the bedroom and work force. I think shes the best girlfriend ever....i know shes the best girlfriend ever and as soon as im sure i can provide the life she deserves imma put a ring on it cause i like it.
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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

sex

Shes a newbie in bed im her second ever. But she rides me like a pro. As of last night she can take most of me from any angle. Her last bf could only go about 5min whereas i can go all nite. Ive always been a slow lover but shes got me fuckin her like a jack rabbit. Shes so tight she can get me when she wants too. Got me wanting to scream everytime positons change, i think im adddicted to her...she doesnt want me to eat her out or give me head but i think shes slowly changing her mind and even is she doesnt she can jerk me like a pornstar.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I work too much...and dont have enuff sex

I work 12 hour days monday tuesday and every other wednesday. I'll get to see my friends or my girlfriend like I want to, but im making excessive amounts of money. They always told me money would never buy happiness. And it's true I'm not happy. I'm miserable I'm tired and hungry. I'll have any of the time to do things I'd like to do, amd i keep spending all the money I make. But I'm going to save it instead of going to europe this summer I'm going to work somewhere exotic perhaps hawaii. I can't wait I need the money. And christian wants to do it too. We don't quite click like I'd like but she's pretty smart funny and likes me for me. Her libido isn't as high as mine which is kind of a bummer. However she does like it as much as I do. I'd like to go down on her and get her to go down on me. But I feel like that'll take a lot of time. So ill wait around see if her sex drive devlops.
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Monday, December 13, 2010

I can make this work

She's not physical...doesn't like touching kissing and being intimate like i do. I need sex. Im an animal with primal wants and needs as well as an emotional gap that yeilds to sexual activity. She is in the early stages of relationships and i am lightyears past being advanced. I know what i want and how to get it. My sex drive has a hard time with multiple women trying to keep up much less one that doesn't. I know i need to cool my jets or move on but i want her to be the one and i want to give her the pleasure of intimacy. But tis a gift one must willingly accept. I know if i can wait things will change and she'll be come my nympho but how long can i wait??
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Sunday, December 12, 2010

work

Its volunteer slavery for slips of green paper. It sucks you feeln locked in and ur outlooks are bleek...when ppl work for me they will feel like they're having fun.
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Saturday, December 11, 2010

falling

I don't know if I like this. I'm starting to fall in love again. But it's different this time, I'm feeling butterflies and I can't seem to get her off my mind. I wanna sing to her and about her. However, at the same time I'm scared to death of being hurt all over again. She seems so nice and she cares about me. But I can't help but wonder if it's all a show. But I feel like talking caution to the wind. So I'm gonna dive headlong into this 1, and let the emotions wash over me. When I'm with her I feel renewed. But all I can do is look at her face, those gorgeous eyes stand back at me deep color like none other, and they hear that I dyed falling in her face. Redhead blonde or brunette I feel like I can lay claim on her already. I have to force myself to remember the this is just a test drive. This particular model will be going home with me For just a little bit longer.
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DJ got me fallin in love again

Well here I am again bloggin it feels so good. Alright so i've liked this girl for a while right but she had a boyfriend and i was settling nicely into a little brother role. But recently she dumped him because they were never around each other. All of a sudden im gettin butterflies around her and moments cuddling are giving me emotions I haven't felt in years. But I didnt wanna make things akward so I stuck to my role as lil bro. Until one nite, just a few days ago, cuddling turned touchy feely...nothing x rated but my emotions were fairly on display. To my surprise the feelings were reciprocated. I was estatic, and a couple of day negotiating the relationship's beginnings led to what we have now, as of december 8th 2010 we are dating but its not facebook official for fear of it being to early for the ex. I will keep this as the start of the relationship unless she would like to start it earlier and i will remeber dec 8 as the anniversary.
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Sunday, December 5, 2010

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new path

I know its been a while but i needed to say this...ikm starting to fall again and i wanted to make note of it. There is a new girl n my life and we're extremely compatable. I'm just really afraid of being hurt again.
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