Is the sun rising? Apollo are you there?

Where's the love? Where's Ra, Helios, Apollo? Where's mercy and love and smiles and the sun. Times are dark the darkest I've ever seen, but only in the dark does a candle become a beacon and a lantern show the way. Gas prices have hit a ridiculous high and show no signs of coming back down. The money is gone distributed again amongst the wealthy and in other countries. The rest of us have each other to lean on relationships are blossoming because when everything else is shit its nice to have someone to hold your hand. Only this time people are realizing they need something else. The economy is starting to resemble that of the early 1930's. There's something is different about this round though, there isn't a sun to cheer anyone up. The sun along with good weather have been absent all spring. I'm having a hard time being positive when I'm hungry and cold all the time. Not to mention my I'm fighting a lot with Christian. I suspect we're at each other's throats a lot because we're both so frustrated with life right now but its so hard to tell when you're neck deep in a dark pit of the real world.
Here's the kicker I'm feeling different I had a dream about solving mysteries last nite. after the mystery was solved I didn't wake up this is the first time I didn't have a dream about being batman and killing my friends in I don't know how long. the Dream went on to lead me into a group of kids I'd never met before. But I knew them I knew about their likes and dislikes. We all solved the mystery together and we're hanging out in a very busy restaurant where people knew us on a fist name basis. it was absolutely invigorating. I was extremely curious as to how I'd reached this point in my life. Apparently I had started a business with these 4 other people two guys and two girls. Both girls were pretty tall but we were such good friends. Now I think that I'm on the right track. I need to focus in and make things right with the universe, because I'm about to come on to something good.