Someday Wedding

There's a lot to be said about finding that significant other. Most people believe there is someone else that is destined for them, a soul mate. Its an unrealistic idea and even if it were true always being able to find that person in a lifetime would be near impossible considering the magnitude of our population. Sometimes we find someone that feels right and we know that there are lots of possibilities for break-ups down the road none of that matters because we've finally found someone we want it to work with. I thought I'd found that before but the other party felt differently. Now I've found another, I've definitely upgraded but I get the feeling that she wants to make it work as well. I have decided in the last year or so that I'm actually ready to find that "soul mate" and begin life plans. Now that she's here I'm nervous Billionaire playboy is submitting to family man with money. I've tried to pick girls out of the wood work but now I see that it just happens, you put yourself out there and then someone shows up. I've found someone and I'm ready for kids and the house and the whole nine yards. Christian is quickly becoming my life, mia farfalla, my butterfly. only thing now is the money to support me her and children. the wedding is the next thing I'm gonna need to save for. It's gonna be a big one I call it the someday wedding but the reality is someday is barreling toward me at lightning speeds. the problem is life wants to get things started but I'm not ready financially.
So I'm working toward that someday. I would catch a grenade for her. She's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. and now that I'm entering a darker time in my life she's there for me so positive and caring and I just want Christian to know this is more than I've ever felt for anyone. And although I know she doesn't get to hear it all the time I'm thankful for everything she does and as long as she's by my side I'll make it through anything. I'm not as tough on the outside as I use to be but I can be better as long as shes supporting me. She's more than the wind in my sails shes the left hand of Zues guiding me home and Posideon's sea-foam horses keeping the waters calm and the stars in the sky that keep me dreaming. My dream was running away from here, as far as possible but now I'm caring a lot less about where I am as long as who I'm with is her. Thanks Christian Iloveu Butterfly.