New Man New Dream

I'm supporting my mother and brother, but I'm starting to realize I shouldn't my mom owes me $1500 and I don't ever see it coming back. These troubles are not my fault and I shouldn't have to work my ass off for them. I have a dream I need to support I've been very careful not to accidentally start a family but here I am supporting one anyways. This new dream has come with a new persona. I'm a new man but now I have to decide whether its acceptable for a growing expanding person to leave those who have taken care of him in his youth because he has new ambitions that they take away from. They work me to the bone trying to help me clean the house they've trashed, they take my money to pay bills that should be covered. I've ascended to the position of man of the family and I know for a fact that this position will drain anyone who stays there too long. I want to be rich I have expensive short term goals and I have a future family to think about. Should I be concerned with this drain of a family? they've got a losing equation and have now put me in the mix.

I think its time for me to become independent but I don't think I can do it with them draining me. I'm going to start planning my life without them. But that means I have to cut them out of the plan I've got. I've got no room to plan for them but here I am giving them money to support them selves it's so much easier if I support myself...and my dog I forget about him a lot but he's an expense for me now and I think the new responsibility of him is all I should be worried about. not this family I didn't create its unreasonable for a son to be half grown and have to worry about supporting his parents and brother. I should never have to support my brother,and in this day and age my parent either. Grown working age folks should be able to support themselves. my mom works 3 jobs and dad has been unemployed for 10 years this isn't my fault.

the other night I had this dream where a friend we'll call her CH and it was a 1950's setting where she met me at the door with a martini and a kiss in a sun dress and apron and we had 4 kids one on the way and the house was huge and the bills were paid and that was a great storybook life for me. My job was working for myself, and I was very wealthy. The 50's aren't exactly what I was looking for but all the family and money is what i want I was in my thirties and happy and for that to happen I can't waste time with my family draining me.